.haribol

.tomorrow would be such a good day to die

.i mean, it feels like the day that i know i have said what i needed to say.
.its the time when all shall reincarnate to better things

.tomorrow, il be a better man, the best that i could be
.for my family, for god, my country, for her

.tomorrow, they wont see me anymore in my ragged presence
.i would stop worrying about time while the rest of the world struggles to create more of it

.tonight i realized i was all wrong about how i see myself
.when everything to me was just a lie

.tonight i have so many questions only the heart could answer
.i realized i wasn't the man i wanted to be 
.you know how forrest gump would epitomize the perfect man?
.how he loved his jenny?
.it was just so perfect that the innocence wrapped her so carefully in his loving arms

.if i die, it would do justice for the short-comings that i caused
.all the drama i staged
.all the hesitant good byes that i slowly bid so wastefully

.tomorrow, everything will be clear when im gone
.the epiphany of life after life after life
.after death

.where it wouldnt seize a bit
.the cycle of breathing and none breathing

.tomorrow, il be gone...
.when tomorrow comes,
.it would be that yesterday that i held the people i love so tightly
.and it would be yesterday that i realized i had to go

.tomorrow, would be such a great day to die
.to die into being better
.for life
.for love
.and for her