.haribol

.tomorrow would be such a good day to die

.i mean, it feels like the day that i know i have said what i needed to say.
.its the time when all shall reincarnate to better things

.tomorrow, il be a better man, the best that i could be
.for my family, for god, my country, for her

.tomorrow, they wont see me anymore in my ragged presence
.i would stop worrying about time while the rest of the world struggles to create more of it

.tonight i realized i was all wrong about how i see myself
.when everything to me was just a lie

.tonight i have so many questions only the heart could answer
.i realized i wasn't the man i wanted to be 
.you know how forrest gump would epitomize the perfect man?
.how he loved his jenny?
.it was just so perfect that the innocence wrapped her so carefully in his loving arms

.if i die, it would do justice for the short-comings that i caused
.all the drama i staged
.all the hesitant good byes that i slowly bid so wastefully

.tomorrow, everything will be clear when im gone
.the epiphany of life after life after life
.after death

.where it wouldnt seize a bit
.the cycle of breathing and none breathing

.tomorrow, il be gone...
.when tomorrow comes,
.it would be that yesterday that i held the people i love so tightly
.and it would be yesterday that i realized i had to go

.tomorrow, would be such a great day to die
.to die into being better
.for life
.for love
.and for her

.haribol!

ahehehee. my blog has been living on crack for these past months

.here's a breather

.live clean

www.strangeacqui.multiply.com for photos

www.astrojuan.tk (bandsite)

.misua

.kudos!

.iking

.haribol

.i'm forever greatful for everything
.i will always be..
.its just so crappy this time around
.need some time to reflect

Better Days
goo goo dolls 


And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

.tonight's the night my world begins again..

.salamat
.misua so badly

.kudos

.iking

.haribol

.aheheh. i was looking for this particular song i heard on etc for this the oc tv commerical
.i didint kow the title, the artist, zero, nada info. aheheh. well, maybe one, one line, and a melody, and it turns out, that i got the lyrics mixed up, i was humming "i want to grow old with you".. yun pala, "i dont want to go alone". ahehehe. stupid me..

.first impulse was to, type the lyrics on yahoo, and of course, i typed "i want to grow old with you" lyrics, just to take a chane i might  stumble upon the song.. and of course, the infamous over played adam sandler classic popped out, ahehhe. damn huh, so, i just yahood for the oc music guide, and for some reason, i got fixated with the name ben harper, yeah the acoustic artist, for some reason, i just downloaded random songs of him because i felt that ben harper had to do with the song, its name i guess, ben harper, the name, really screams acoustic-melancholy-folksy, ahehhehee.

.then, suddenly, boom, just after 4 songs of randomly choosing his songs, 
.the song...

.and damn, kinilig ako. ahhehhee

.its such a sweet gentle song, the real anti-thesis to disco infiltrator by lcd soundsystem.
.and mind you, magkasunod sila sa playlist ko. ahehehe

.anyway, here's the song

.waiting on an angel by ben harper

Waiting on an angel
one to carry me home
hope you come to see me soon
cause I don't want to go alone
I don't want to go alone
Now angel won't you come by me
angel hear my plea
take my hand lift me up
so that I can fly with thee
so that I can fly with thee

And I'm waiting on an angel
and I know it won't be long
to find myself a resting place
in my angel's arms
in my angel's arms

So speak kind to a stranger
cause you'll never know
it just might be an angel come
knockin' at your door
knockin' at your door

And I'm waiting on an angel
and I know it won't be long
to find myself a resting place
in my angel's arms
in my angel's arms

Waiting on an angel
one to carry me home
hope you come to see me soon
cause I don't want to go alone
I don't want to go alone
don't want to go
I don't want to go alone

.sweet huh?

.yeah, its so.. umm. cotton-candy like

.salamat

.kudos

.misua misua

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.haribol

.im perfectly pissed off right now... really.. i dont get it? i know im not but sometimes i feel like i am. and it sucks. really..

.kudos to you reader, hope ur havn a better day than i am..

.salamat

.misua?

.iking

.anyways, on a lighter note,
.this is such a cute song

.wish i was dead by shout out louds

.I want to hear drums and my hearts a drum.
I guess we never know what to become. Well i didnt know that this was such a problem.
It's gonna get better when we solve them.

I try to try to lose my head but i wish wish wish that you were always here and i try to try to lose my head but i wish wish wish that i was dead.

I'm on birthday cards and on a big trip. If this woudlnt happen then i'd bite my lip. But i didnt know that this was such a problem. Its gonna get better when we solve them.

And I try to try to lose my head and i wish wish wish that you were always here. And i try to try to lose my head and i wish wish wish that i was dead... but i didnt know that this was such a problem. It's gonna get better when we solve them.

Wa wa wa and i try to try to lose my head and i wish wish wish that you were always here and i try to try to lose my head and i wish wish wish that i was dead...

by the way,

www.astrojuan.tk

yes.

.it's much easier to type

.at least

by the way,

www.astrojuan.tk

yes.

.haribol

.such a great song

.damn, the first day of work was a drag, not like every first time for everything
.im enjoying it so far, well, i have to..

.ahehehe

.i've been walking around makati for a week, and it has this ethereal feel to it
.its really calming and tiring at the same time, well, me and my mobile player are really good friends right now, sometimes it just randomly plays the songs i need whenerver i walk, ahehhee. as i told archie, walking around makati at around 545pm has this wicker park thing to it. ahehhe. and coldplay's the scientist suddenly plays.. ahehhee. cool huh?

.anyways, this song really complements my lobg walks around makati...
.for some reason it does..

JIMMY EAT WORLD

"23"

I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...

It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine...

.kudos!

.salamat

.misua misua

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.haribol!

.jimmy eat world - kill

Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?)
Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmiser song goes
It's just like being alone

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means (means)
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
(Know what you want to say)
I know it but I can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
But tell me just what has it ever meant

I can't help it baby, this is who I am (am)
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

.a really cool song man, crazy crazy.

.there's just so much truth into the song, and some aren't just that right
.well, if ever, there was really something ture about it..
.i cant help it, this is who i am, sorry, i cant just turn off how i feel

.astrojuan played at fete, it was just great
.and i enjoyed the company. (=

.kudos

.salamat

.misua

.iking

.haribol

.astrojuan will be playing at fete de la musique tonight! june 30 2006
.840pm, stage 3!

.150 other band are gonna be playing so, i guarrantee it to be a sound fest.
.duh?

.and its FREEE!

.btw, i play drums for astrojuan.

.ahehee, try to check out or blog for updates and the like,

www.astrojuan.blogdrive.com

.cool huh?

.kaboom!

.salamat

.misua so much

.kudos

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